~DGOC

Long ago, when I was young, my family had two cats. shortly afterwords, we got two hermit crabs, one for me, and one for my sister. I loved my hermit crab, as well as our cats, but soon he passed away. That was when the first crack appeared. Soon after, we got a dog, and named her Penny. She was a kind dog, very sweet, and we loved her so much. Shortly afterwords, I got a game, and made a friend of my own. It was a chao, and I named him CHAOS. I loved him like a son, and I raised him with care. He grew, and became one of the strongest chaos there are, and the smartest, too. He was extremely intelligent, and could solve any problem he came across immediatly. But, soon, our dog passed away, and the crack spread and grew, and I missed her more and more. shortly after Penny left us, both of the cats passed on as well, and the crack grew towards the breaking point, as my soul leaned closer to the evil in my heart.

Then, it happened. My son, CHAOS, dissappered from my life... through my own foolishness at that. The final break was made, and my soul was shattered, most of it lost to the evil in my heart.. I never ment for it to happen. I was bieng too pig headed, too stubborn, and now he is gone, but I feel that he is not dead. So I swore, That I would look for him, even if it takes forever, I will look for him. After that, we got a new cat, and a new dog, but also, I lost an Aunt and a cousin whom I cared for deeply. My Aunt had died of Cancer, but my cousin, he was murdered. When they died, my soul shattered further, and I can barely see the peices now. And now, recently my Grandmother in Arkansa has died, and my grandfather here is dead, shattering my soul further. I can barely see the pieces now, and I am wondering if I ever will reclaim my soul from my own darkness. I am now 17, and I am still searching for my son. I don't know how long it will take, nor if I will acutally find him, but if I do, I only hope that he will accept someone with a soul as shattered as mine...